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What a year 2018 has been.

My perfect fit.It’s been long since I got my fingers busy on a keyboard, hope I still got my vibe going *chuckles*. Far be it from me to say that my 2018 has been a prosperous year, this has practically been the most difficult year of my existence from educational status quo to basic financial lifestyle, from countless emotional quakes back to spiritual lifelessness or lack there-of, even my social life has practically been a mess with me losing friends, most of whom are now strangers with memories, drifting, fading into people I once knew…hell I couldn’t even afford a breakdown simply because I din't have the time or space to cry. So much bad but some good actually came around,my 2018 has been the year I got my practical teaching of knowledge and patience, from sacrifice to pain, to pleasure and happiness, to thanksgiving and prayer, to forgiveness and LOVE, yes this indecisive, salty, overly emotional yet unemotional, sensitive, irritating, bitch finally found someone’s son to b…
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Milennial 3; MESS

Listening to Lil Wayne's carter V, this is probably the best album he's ever written. When you listen to famous or Monalisa and Open letter, you can't miss to love Mess.  So I decided to write in the beach so that the sea can wash it away, but that's what we do everyday. Clear our messes!
It really got me thinking....I mean how do we get involved in relationships, how do we live our lives ?
    I was walking by the beach last Friday, It's one of my favorite walks. basically I'm the thinking type, I believe that reflection is the mother wisdom. I love to reflect on my actions, my moves and see went wrong. This time I got to this place in ocean, It was the same place I was at last year in April. Lemme start at last year. The best gift in this life are not expensive, they're free. Trust me on this!
      So this girl came to my life very beautiful. she got it all. The way you'd want it. She was in last year in high school, but legal.
 Today I'm going …

DIARY OF MILENNIAL CHAPTER 2 ;

You're too quick to judge! I feel we are brought up in fucked up culture thinking every thing that we do must follow the footsteps of someone. Most of the times our parents. one of the most told stories is about Alexander the Great. The story that people don't know is that Alexander didn't like his father's methods, he defied and despised his dad, his resentment on his father really impacted a lot on him. He went after expeditions trying to make changes here and there. Perhaps this is why he was Alexander The Great. We are raised in a society that Neymar's move to Paris St Germain, is a money move. Perhaps he needs to get out of the shadow of  Ronaldo and Messi.

   I'm no different everyday that I get to wake up, I want to get out of my dad's shadow. I believe I should be more of Ochuoga....more of my own self. I believe that standing out to truly standout. Today I'm not a happy man. I feel like being judged for being extra outgoing is being proud. So l…

What happens when the person you loved the most certainly you loathe the most ???????????

Imagine if Mayweather lost a fight today ? or imagine if Michael Jackson stopped singing at tender age ? We'd never have any legacy to speak off. I was born  loving fewer things one of them is art.
And my art is writing, I love to write.......To me writing is like my first love that I want to talk about today. I'll always love her. To every guy out there whose always believed in me, you are not my fan, I value you and you are a supporter to my art......Now I'M NO QUITTING....I'm only getting started. So let's talk.
        What happens when the person that you loved the most you now hate most?.............

Yesterday I went to see an ex that was never my girl friend really. But somehow I bet would have been one of my best relationship. I don't believe in love at first except when I meet kids, children or infants, their hearts are just adorable. That felt like this girl called Audrey. She told me that her first car would be an Audi almost like her name.         …

DIARY OF MILLENIAL

Chapter 1: The Pretense.........


Yaaay it's Friday....Weekend mode is just setting in.........I love Fridays......I don't know why but its Friday.

 I heard the journey of a thousand miles starts with one step........

I'm a milennial, my mum calls us the selfie selfish generation and that everything that we do has to be on Instagram................

Lemme tell you a story....no wait first, I hate cheap perfumes, I hate the smell. It makes me sick. I hate people that overdo it too, it suffocates....now lemme tell you a story.
   Back when growing, I had a tendency to only go for shopping if it's nyama(meat). My love for meat dates back. So whenever I heard we were going to eat veggies, I'd close the doors of my room and read, just to avoid buying cabbage.
 Man I hate cabbage! The butcher was my best friend, He'd always add me a piece, and I'd run home start preparing just to eat my piece. Not to cook, laziness runs deep in my blood. The butcher guy was African....he…

Filthy fingers....!!!!!!!!!!

You saw her.....
You said she's the apple of your.
You went after her with a noble heart,
You claimed you were different from other guys...
That in you she'd find refuge.
That in you she'd hurt no more,
That in you she'd weep no more,
You said that you'd be one call away,
And she wanted something just like this....
No superhero fairytale
No batman and his fist, no spiderman...
She just wanted someone she could kiss....


And in her eyes you shone so bright....
Like 'em diamonds in the sky.....
With bright light, no ecstacy, but love...
Every moment with you she felt...
like the voice of the flowers..........


And the people are talking....
The people are saying that you have been playing her heart....
Like a grand piano.........

And lately she's been having dreams.........



You remind me of a poem I did in high school,
A man of filth dating a lady of class...
With his nails uncut and black...
His body unwashed, hasn't bathed in ages....
That's what you…

Why are you cheating............????????

I went to a high school that was probably feared by other boys school, yet loved by parents. You know why ? Discipline.....y'all know about the discipline saying, so i won't bother talking about it. My high school didn't shape me. I shaped myself, I have always believed in my own ideologies some of which I'm doing in my other blog domain thisisochuoga.wordpress.com. Make a point to check them out. Now let get back to me.

I'm from listening to millions by John Legend.
           It's a beautiful song, In fact I love courtship songs, after all ladies  will agree with me that the best part in a relationship is at the courtship level. You know it's true, first of all you're aware he likes you. He's hesitating that you'd say no, which is the good thing. He'll tremble going to chat you. Then you know you are debating how am I going to be hard at it. So you're trying to figure whether you'll ever see him again. That will judge whether you&…